So last night we had gone to our monthly gathering at our hosiptal. This group has been helping me with my grief and I just love catching up with these amazing people who are all at different stages in the process and in a way gives me hope. I really enjoy these groups and weContinue reading “Our christmas themed meeting”
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Unknown reflections
I had my first ‘keeping in touch’ days in work on thursday just gone. Now with the company I work with I get 10 days to work whenever I want before I come back of baby leave. Now I don’t go back until feburary next year so I could do one day a week goingContinue reading “Unknown reflections”
Stepping stones to my normal?
“We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea. I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see. But if I don’t believe in him, why would he believe in me?” (bring me the horizan) ThisContinue reading “Stepping stones to my normal?”
What if…….
With this letter to Amelia that I have been tasked to write, I keep going back to the what ifs. Whats the hardest thing about losing your baby is not having anything to hold on to. When you lose a friend or family member theres memories you can hold to. But with a baby itsContinue reading “What if…….”
Step at a time….
‘Please dont compare yourself to others. Your grief is your own. Every journey is unique…… just like every baby. Be gentle with yourself.’ I have been kicking myself trying to make myself feel normal again. Then realising what is normal anymore. My therapist today explained to me that I am doing really well for myselfContinue reading “Step at a time….”
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