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What if…….

With this letter to Amelia that I have been tasked to write, I keep going back to the what ifs. Whats the hardest thing about losing your baby is not having anything to hold on to. When you lose a friend or family member theres memories you can hold to. But with a baby itsContinue reading “What if…….”

1st Heavenly Halloween

I had imagined today to be so different than what it is. For one I would be smiling with your face looking up into mine. We would be getting reading early with all the spooky fun. You may have only been 6 months but we would of made the most of today. You would beContinue reading “1st Heavenly Halloween”

Step at a time….

‘Please dont compare yourself to others. Your grief is your own. Every journey is unique…… just like every baby. Be gentle with yourself.’ I have been kicking myself trying to make myself feel normal again. Then realising what is normal anymore. My therapist today explained to me that I am doing really well for myselfContinue reading “Step at a time….”

Amelias Story

This is going to be hard for me to go back and remember it all as its still so fresh but I know I need to come to terms with my emotions and with what has happened. I found out I was pregnant with Amelia on my 27th birthday. I had lost my first babyContinue reading “Amelias Story”