beginning – My Journey

This past week:

So this past week has been a busy one for myself. I had decided to redo my bedroom, declutter the space because it is my proective bubble from the world. I felt like it was time to focus on something positive that would help my mental health than just feel stuck in my ways. IContinue reading “This past week:”

Trying to start a new chapter…

Unknown reflections

I had my first ‘keeping in touch’ days in work on thursday just gone. Now with the company I work with I get 10 days to work whenever I want before I come back of baby leave. Now I don’t go back until feburary next year so I could do one day a week goingContinue reading “Unknown reflections”

5 minute thoughts *1

“It’s not about time, it’s about choices. How are you spending your choices?” (Beverly Adamo) I was told to try this 5 minute journaling app and thought it would be a great way to help me focus on what is needed. I wont be posting theses all the time but thought it was a greatContinue reading “5 minute thoughts *1”

Stepping stones to my normal?

“We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea. I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see. But if I don’t believe in him, why would he believe in me?” (bring me the horizan) ThisContinue reading “Stepping stones to my normal?”

Amelias Story

This is going to be hard for me to go back and remember it all as its still so fresh but I know I need to come to terms with my emotions and with what has happened. I found out I was pregnant with Amelia on my 27th birthday. I had lost my first babyContinue reading “Amelias Story”

The beginning

I’m not sure where to begin. It seems even when I talk to my therapist I struggle to connect with what has happened. My life seems to be a fight after fight to grab even a little bit of happiness. It seems strange going back and thinking about how my life has come together. IContinue reading “The beginning”