‘Please dont compare yourself to others. Your grief is your own. Every journey is unique…… just like every baby. Be gentle with yourself.’ I have been kicking myself trying to make myself feel normal again. Then realising what is normal anymore. My therapist today explained to me that I am doing really well for myselfContinue reading “Step at a time….”
Category Archives: My Story
Amelias Story
This is going to be hard for me to go back and remember it all as its still so fresh but I know I need to come to terms with my emotions and with what has happened. I found out I was pregnant with Amelia on my 27th birthday. I had lost my first babyContinue reading “Amelias Story”
Forever with me
On thursday this week I finally got to have my tattoo done for my Amelia. I wanted something to forever remind me of her and the mark she created in my life. So I decided to get her actual footprint with her name and date she was born. I am not good with needles soContinue reading “Forever with me”
Getting pregnant the first time.
We started to try to have a baby back in 2018, nothing was happening but we just thought it was just bad timing on our part. Autumn 2019 I had a really bad period that lasted a whole month. I was put on tablets to control the flow because I couldn’t leave the house becauseContinue reading “Getting pregnant the first time.”
The beginning
I’m not sure where to begin. It seems even when I talk to my therapist I struggle to connect with what has happened. My life seems to be a fight after fight to grab even a little bit of happiness. It seems strange going back and thinking about how my life has come together. IContinue reading “The beginning”
My Journey 