With this letter to Amelia that I have been tasked to write, I keep going back to the what ifs. Whats the hardest thing about losing your baby is not having anything to hold on to. When you lose a friend or family member theres memories you can hold to. But with a baby its all the what could of been. Ive been thinking a lot about that since writing this letter to my daughter. I dont have any good memories to hold on to. Thats what gave me the idea of writing my own little stories of what ifs. It may help me come to terms with what has happened. iT may also help me hold on to something other than the pain of losing her.
I think I will try to write one and see how it goes and if it helps I will share it with you all on here. I want this blog to be all about my angel babies and life since, so sharing a short story I write for them here may help you all too.
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